🌈Yes, I’m Still Alive🌈


Hello! I know it has been literally….. almost 3 months since I’ve posted here – if you follow me anywhere else I’ve said why but I’ll just re-type it for convenience sake. I no longer have a laptop I can use to postI also have no intentions of getting a new one either. Eli’s Mom has given me her old one to use but he has yet to sort it out for me since he’s been busy with end of the year uni work.

“How are you posting this?” I’m using my work computer, which is in the attic – that I only use when I’m at work. So that’s why I’m not using it for blogposts but it’s been so long I figured I’d post an update because I haven’t abandoned my blog! I do have a keyboard for my iPad, it’s not the most ideal way for me to post because I don’t like WordPresses mobile layout but I also don’t want to get into the continues bad habit of posting primarily on Twitter or posting personal things on FurAffinity as both have led to un-needed conflict and judgement from others. Here I can just be myself without any censoring which I much prefer.

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In relation to this I’ve pretty much cut out all forms of interaction regarding myself / my work altogether. Submission & journal comments on FurAffinity are disabled unless they are commission related (or if feedback is needed). I have removed my personal chatting handles publicly except for this blog so people need to ask to have them. I’ve disabled personal messages from Twitter unless we follow each other. So at the moment the only “public” way to interact with me is through Twitter replies or replies on this blog. I originally wanted to leave FurAffinity journal comments open but it has provided just as negative to my mental health, if the same happens with this blog I will remove them aswell (if that’s even possible) but I’m hoping that people with behave so that I don’t have to do that.

Additionally, I left all Discord & Telegram group chats that I was apart of. I’ve held off on doing this for a long time incase I regret it but these are all public servers that if I ever felt in the right mindset I could easily join again. Ultimately I would much prefer to have completely new Telegram & Discord handles completely that only friends know the handles of but it’s just too much work to actually do. This sort of “self isolation” phase has been really helping my mental health a lot. I feel an immense pressure to reply to messages and have intense conversations constantly that I just can’t mentally keep up with – messaging these days comes with a lot of pressure and fear, it’s not something you just do. By removing comments on most of my sumbission sites it’s also allowing me to create artwork for myself and not for feedback. I no longer feel like I need to upload every drawing I create in fear that if I don’t – or if I get no comments on it it will have been a “waste”.

All of the above are things regarding to my own mental health and well-being directly. I am not giving advice – I am not saying that it will work for you. This change has made me feel more mentally healthy regarding social interactions with others than I have in a long time and has done wonders for me!

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My sort of “comfort” thing right now is Animal Jam – which is great because it’s something that allows me to just completely remove myself from my artwork and furry persona in general. I’ve even made a group of friends who pretty much know nothing about my art and just like me for who I am as a person which feels good. I doubt anyone who’s reading this plays but if you do my username is Rainbowredcrayon. Please tell me if you’re adding me as I don’t add random people!

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This is just a random blog as a general update – I don’t have anything fun to share since I haven’t been taking any pictures to post here. I’ll give a try posting on the iPad again. The Spirit movie comes out next month (although the merchandise over here is very very minimal), I am doing my dream job, lockdown has lifted, I am feeling happy again, things are good. Thankyou to whoever has read!

🌈Happy Monday!🌈

Happy Monday! I wasn’t exactly sure how this week would turn out considering I had a bad flare-up over the weekend but this week is starting on a great note! As per usual, no actual plans for the week. I’m considering taking up playing New Leaf again, New Horizons just doesn’t hit that Animal Crossing spot for me anymore. It’s more like a decorating game than an Animal Crossing game. I’d like to be friends with my villagers again and feel excited to play every day. I’ve bought a 3ds charger and I’d also like to spruce my 3ds itself up if I can. Figure out how hacking works and give myself fun custom themes and things.

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Not too long after I got up for the day a package came from me! Birthday gifts from my dear friend Marina. She always sends me the most amazing things. The Moomins especially were a massive surprise. I cried when I opened up the giant one. I am so lucky to have such a special gift from a special friend. Here are some close up pictures of the gifts she gave me.

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I’m not in the habit of taking pictures of my food but my lunch today looked very “little” and happy so I wanted to take a picture of it. I’d like to start looking into maybe making lunches ahead of time, so I can have something nice that isn’t just a sandwich. If you have any suggestions please feel free to comment them! Do note I am an extremely picky eater though πŸ˜…

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Today must have just been my mail day! My Squishmallow keychain came in the mail. I’d really like to get myself and Eli some more. I’m in the process of making a “dreamies” / ISO list for them. Technically I have 3 including the clip, but my very first is still stuck in Canada. I probably won’t get him again for a good few years.

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I managed to find the time to finish this Star Wars coloring I had started a few days earlier. This is from a set of coloring pages my friend Beth got me for my birthday. As you can see the paper is a bit of a weird texutre, it doesn’t take to crayons very well which is why it looks so chunky. The wax just seems to stick ontop of eachother.

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I get two days off a week, which is the weekend. Saturdays I get to spend with Eli but on Sunday I’m alone. If I have the energy to I think I might start dedicating Sundays to helping clean, which usually takes me a long time just for a little bit.

I’ve gotten into a “spring cleaning” headspace right now. Where I want to de-clutter and get rid of some things. I dedicated an hour last night to tidying up my craft cart and organizing things within it.

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One of the things Eli gave me for my birthday was this binder with a few printed out coloring pages inside. I decided that I’d use this binder to hold all of my coloring pages in! So instead of keeping coloring books, I will take the pages I like out of them and get rid of the rest. That way it saves a lot of space and bulk. So far I’ve only gone through the coloring books I have downstairs but I do plan to also look through some of the ones stored upstairs too.

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I took the time to organize and go through my craft cart yesterday which surprisingly took an hour to do. But I’m super happy with the outcome! The top holds my crayons, markers, Nintendo Switch, Switch controller, and my Tamagotchi. The second layer is my coloring books & coloring pages. The final layer holds my journal, a horse activity book, my washi tape, a craft tin, my stickers, my stim bag, and the bag I use to carry around my Tamagotchi.

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I had a few tins lying around that I wasn’t using for anything, I dedicated the first one to “random” craft supplies that didn’t have a home.

I’m using this Paw Patrol tin to hold all of my stickers in! Stickers were another bulky thing that I had. A really smart way to cut them down and not loose any was cutting the ones I hadn’t used yet already out of an almost empty sheet. It saves a lot of space!

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The day is not over and I’ve already had a really good Monday!! I’m excited for Eli to get home tonight. I still haven’t completed all my work for the day but there are some other things I’d like to do tonight too. Have a bath, play Fortnite, then I’ll see what else!

Here’s some goals I’d like to accomplish this week:
❀️ Start trying to plan out a schedule, certain time I go to bed, certain time I wake up, when I go to work, when I have lunch, ect. Just figure out how I can better manage my time so I don’t feel like I’m constantly working.

🧑 Research ideas on different lunches that I can have

πŸ’› Ride my bike / get it properly set up

πŸ’š Get bike cushion & stand

πŸ’™ Research more about 3ds things. How I can decorate it, how to get custom homescreen, ect

πŸ’œ Look into “baby-fying” tablet

❀️ Maybe? Make an adoptable for some extra money

πŸŒˆπŸ’™Introducing BluπŸ’™πŸŒˆ

If you follow me anywhere you might have noticed me change my avatars / drawing more artwork of this little guy. He’s my new fursona (no not taking over Baby Boy – no this does not mean that the others are for sale I will block you if you ask, sorry). All the other sonas I’ve created have quickly shifted to secondary fursonas, just because they represent certain aspects of me but not me fully. I created Blu because I wanted someone fun and easy to draw and commission art of. Just like Baby Boy, Blue is a “truesona”. Which means he reflects me in every way shape or form. Same style, same body type, same personality, everything! I also wanted to visit my original roots, since my very first fursona was a white corgi with orange markings. I feel like a simple design suits me a lot.

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A big source of inspiration for Blu was one of my best and closest friends, Rory. Who’s fursona is also a samoyed mix. I’ve always found her fursona really easy and relaxing to draw which is exactly why I chose to also make Blu a samoyed mix.

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I am also trying to use him in a sort of therapeutic way. From being shamed by family about my weight or being around peers / society that puts out this idea that only thin people are allowed to be happy / being fat is bad. Even trying to buy clothes especially ones that fit my rainbow style in a large size is very hard. In some ways my body image has gotten better but also with the constant talk of others who are obsessed with calories and loosing weight everywhere, Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, Tik Tok, it has definately gotten a lot worse for me, especially since I’m stuck in my own head with these thoughts. I am trying to become better and learn to love my body the way it is, because it is how it’s meant to be. It’s very hard to tell what parts are dysphoria and what parts are about my weight. I’m hoping that Blu can help me love myself at any size.

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He can be drawn anthro!

Or he can be drawn feral!

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Here’s some highlights of art others have made of him! However you can see all artwork I have of him here on his ToyHouse page.

πŸŒˆπŸ’•Valentines DayπŸ’•πŸŒˆ

πŸ’šπŸ’™πŸ’œπŸ’˜βœ¨Happy Valentines day everyone!βœ¨πŸ’˜πŸ’œπŸ’™πŸ’š

I know it might be a bit wierd since my Valentines day blog post is coming before my birthday blog post….but I asked and people would prefer that I don’t make a birthday one until all of my gifts have come, which they haven’t. However if it’s getting to the middle of this month I will just make one because I don’t want people to think I forgot about it.

We had no plans at all for Valentines, there’s not much we can do because the entire world is still shut. I don’t have proper shoes and it has been snowing here so we couldn’t go for a walk or anything either. We’ve both been working super hard so it was nice to actually just sit down and take a break to do whatever we wanted to. For our gift exchange we decided to follow a few prompts for each other. Sadly while we were celebrating I didn’t think to take any pictures – so all I have is pictures of what we got for each other. And for those are confused Eli works today which is why we celebrated yesterday instead.

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πŸ’˜βœ¨ Snacks βœ¨πŸ’˜

This prompt meant that we were supposed to get each other snacks that we would enjoy!

The snacks I got for Eli, Prawn crackers, Skittles, and Peanuts!

The snack Eli got me, a giant Galaxy bar!

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πŸ’˜βœ¨ Something For Valentines βœ¨πŸ’˜

This prompt meant that we were meant to get each other something that was related to Valentines day! I found this one to be a bit hard just considering the store was absolutely raided of everything Valentines related.

I got Eli a pair of socks because he likes socks!

Eli got me this cute little plush Lobster. He is not really a cuddly teddy, more like a display one. I think I’ll put him on my desk so that I can see him while I’m working.

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πŸ’˜βœ¨ Something To Do Together βœ¨πŸ’˜

We don’t have any board games so this is what I got us! We played the Rapidough one last night and it was really fun. It’s just chirades but you’re trying to guess what the other thing your partner is sculpting.

Eli got me facemasks we could do together, and a cookie baking kit! I’m excited to make the cookies and I hope that they turn out well when we do.

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πŸ’˜βœ¨ Favorite Color βœ¨πŸ’˜

I got Eli a bunch of silly little stim / fidget toys. Just some things that made me laugh when I saw them.

Eli got me a couple of rainbow shrimps, one is smaller than the other so it’s supposed to be me and him! He also got me 2 bath bombs in this really cute rainbow holder.

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πŸ’˜βœ¨ Reminds You Of Them βœ¨πŸ’˜

Elis favorite animals are bees so I got him a blanket with bees on it!

Eli and I have been playing a lot of Fortnite lately. It’s become my relax / comfort game which is really surprising to me because I absolutely hate shooting games, but it’s so fun to play together. He got me this Fortnite blanket. I thought it was super funny when we both pulled these out considering we both got each other a blanket for the same prompt!

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πŸ’˜βœ¨ Something They Need βœ¨πŸ’˜

I don’t have a picture of it, but as a little joke I got Eli this little sign that says “relax” as a little joke. Which funnily enough actually looks really good in the house haha.

Eli got me some Star Wars underwear!

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πŸ’˜βœ¨ Something They Would Like βœ¨πŸ’˜

I got Eli a wireless speaker since he has been wanting one for a long time.

The other day I said I want a Loot Llama keychain and Eli got me one! He’s really fun, I love the way he pops confetti in the game. I put him onto my Switch case.

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For the rest of the day we just played games. Had Nandos for dinner. Watched Ratatouille and I colored. It was really nice. I am super starting to feel the effects of lockdown, being trapped inside constantly. So it’s nice to get that rare occasional happy break from it.

β€οΈπŸ§‘πŸ’›πŸ’šπŸ’™πŸ’œπŸ’˜βœ¨Happy Valentines day everyone!βœ¨πŸ’˜πŸ’œπŸ’™πŸ’šπŸ’›πŸ§‘β€οΈ

🌈Sorry!🌈

With getting used to my new job I sort of completely forgot about posting here, I know many people don’t follow me here but…….I’m sorry anyways

I am currently holding off on making a birthday post, just because I wanna see people’s input on it. You can vote here: https://twitter.com/Puppstime/status/1358781286035447811

Basically I’m unsure if I should wait to make a post until all my birthday gifts arrived, or make one now and another later

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🌈A Sad Realization🌈

One day I will not be able to love Tigee anymore and that makes me very sad : ( What do you do when a plush gets too old to love? And when do you reach that point where you decide when to retire them?

For context; when my partner and I met for the first time he gave me his childhood plush, Tigee. He’s 20 years old now and shows his age more and more every day. I know that someday I will need to stop loving him or risk ruining him completely. He was in much better shape before I got him, but between sleeping with him every night and taking him with me everywhere his love is being shown. His fur is matted and very hard in places. I do not dare allow him to be deeply washed or brush as I don’t want him to loose his special feeling. He is my comfort, my most prized possession. It’s hard for me to imagine my life without him as silly as that sounds.
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Tigee brand new
Tigee now


It truly breaks my heart to imagine that he will eventually be retired to a sad life upon a shelf somewhere. Never loved again. A sad life for a teddy – as I believe they should be loved. I’m not sure how exactly to combat this issue.

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🌈A New Villager Space🌈

The last time I had a free space was in December so I decided to let Erik the reindeer move in just so he could match the Christmas aesthetic. I’m not a massive fan of the character aside from him being decoration so I was super happy when he asked to move and I have the opportunity to get a new villager in!
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I found this comment pretty funny considering we’ve just been thrust into lockdown again for god knows how long ( goodbye mental health! ). Originally we were in a higher tier that was supposed to be lifted on the 28th of this month so there could have been a slight chance of actually being able to leave the house for my birthday but definately not going to be happening anymore : P I’m starting to feel pretty fed up with the whole lockdown stuff, I know it’s neccesary but right now I feel like I’m just existing rather than living a life. BUT ANYWAYS……
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Here’s my outfit for today, Pietro and I are somewhat twinning. Even though it was just Christmas he’s wearing a Halloween sweater so I’m guessing that means he wants it to be October again lol.
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My first villager was Sherb. I know he’s a very popular villager but I’m not a fan so I passed him up. I did think it was pretty lucky I got him on my first shot though, I know some people try for hours for the popular villagers like these.
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Second was this cute pink duck named Miranda. I was super close to picking her, I really like her colors and the blue of her eyes. Something told me to hold off though so maybe some other day she’ll come live on my island.
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Avery makes me think of Zelda, especially Breath Of The Wild. He seems like someone who would be more suited for Eli’s town. I’d prefer mine to be more cute and colorful villagers.
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Here we go!! I was so happy that I had held off on Miranda when I saw him. He’s absolutely perfect, I’m so happy with him!

Dizzy will be the first elephant I’ve gotten in my New Horizons game and I’m super excited for him to be apart of my island!
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🌈New Year, New Flag + ACNH Ramble🌈

I thought I would make it a tradition to make a new flag design every year for my island!

Old design

New design

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I’ve found myself getting increasingly frustrated and exaughsted with New Horizons which is a real shame considering I played previous installments for years without feeling worn out at all. Up until late 2016 I still played New Leaf daily without feeling tired out. I think a big issue with New Horizons is all the effort went into the decorating aspect with little to be desired for the rest of the game. Villager interactions are bland, there’s barely any furniture in the game, so far events have felt all the same.


Personally for me the villagers are what make the game for me but in New Horizons I very rarely bother to talk to them anymore. They are constantly repeating the same dialogue over and over and if you’re unfortunate enough to have two villagers of the same personality type they will literally say the exact same things pretty much removing any sort of incentive to talk to them or the having anything that sets them apart. This was a problem in New Leaf too but it’s more obvious in New Horizons. I very rarely get a villager asking me to do a task for them, never have I ever had one ask me to play a game (which apparently they do?). A big downer for me is that they don’t even invite you to their homes anymore……..I just am so confused as how New Horizons could downgrade one of the best parts of the game so badly. I do think it’s cute that they interact with items around your town but even that seems hard to catch.


Aside from terraforming there seems very little to do in the game. Which means it puts this immense pressure on making a fantasticly terraformed and amazingly decorated unique island. This has really ruined my enjoyment of the game causing me to rarely play it and when I do play it I feel stressed out. At the beggining of my playthrough I flattened my entire island to re-do it. Something I heavily regret now.

I’m trying to terraform my island back to it’s original map the best I can. I’ll be decorating it but not overly. I’m hoping this can bring back some of the earlier joy I felt playing the game that has now been taken away.

Also please don’t take my critisisms as me hating the game. I love Animal Crossing with all my heart. I played the games my entire life and met my partner on Animal Crossing. I love New Horizons, but it’s not perfect and because of it’s hype and years of development I think it’s important to point out the flaws it has.
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🌈Characters Rolling Into 2021🌈

I thought it would be fun to showcase the characters I own going into 2021, maybe I’ll do the same every year to see what I’ve gained / lost!

Artwork Is By Myself

Baby Boy | Male | Basset Hound
Reason: My main fursona, represents me completely in all aspects & forms!

He now also comes in different forms!
Aussie (Second main form) | Wolf | Tauntaun | Sea Otter
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Art Is By Myself

Rizzle | Male | Sifaka Lemur
Reason: A close friends old fursona that I gave a new home!
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Art Is By CloverCoin

Lil Scampi | Male | Pillowing
Reason: Shrimp are my favourite animals!
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Art Is By Myself Using Various Bases From DeviantART

Heart Hop | Male | Pegausus
Reason: Ponysona AKA a self insert
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Art Is By Ari-Galaxy

Harmony | Male | Lion
Reason: The Lion King Sona AKA a self insert
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Art By Crevan

Glasgow | Male | Coywolf
Reason: Secondary fursona that represents certain aspects of my personality!
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Art By Myself

Wally | Male | Spinosaurus
Reason: A gift from my partner. Was a passed family members fave character of mine so he’s very special to me
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Art By CloverCoin

Rainbow Brite | Male | Pillowing
Reason: Character was designed for me as a gift!
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Art By Myself

Crayon | Male | No Species
Reason: A dreamie character that I managed to snag!
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Art By Myself

Krampuz | Male | Goat-Like Demon
Reason: Personification of my Borderline Personality Disorder
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Art By Myself

Palette | Male | Flaaffy
Reason: Pokesona AKA a self insert
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Art By Myself

Jaden | Male | Rodian
Reason: Character based off of my avatar on a Star Wars game
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Art By Drunkdrive

Tileclaw | Male | Cat (No specific breed)
Reason: My first character ever created when I was 11/12
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Art By CloverCoin

Tigee | Male | Pillowing
Reason: Pillowing based off of my stuffed animal Tigee
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Art By Myself

Boomerang | Male | Shetland Pony
Reason: Secondary fursona that represents certain aspects of my personality!
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Art By Myself

Cenric | Male | Dragon
Reason: A character I created as a child that didn’t have a visual design until recently
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Art By Myself

Scum | Male | Cat (No specific breed)
Reason: One of my first fursonas as a teen. Has been re-designed / revamped
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Art By Myself

Snael | Male | Moomintroll
Reason: Moominsona AKA a self insert
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Art By Colonel

Cowrie | Male | Aussie Mix
Reason: A dreamie character that I managed to snag!
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Art By Myself

Paisley | Male | Fox
Reason: One of my first fursonas as a teen. Has been re-designed / revamped
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Art By Myself

Lil Moo | Male | Highland Cow
Reason: Secondary fursona that represents certain aspects of my personality!
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Art By Sourtwig

Nate | Male | Red Squirrel
Reason: Secondary fursona that represents certain aspects of my personality!
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Art By Myself

Nimick Ferek | Male | Ortolan
Reason: Star Wars self insert
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Art By Myself

Nublar | Male | Parasaurolophus
Reason: One of my first fursonas as a teen. Has been re-designed / revamped
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Art By Myself

Willy | Male | Porg
Reason: Porgs make me happy
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Art By Drakkula

Playtime | Male | Mutt
Reason: Secondary fursona that represents certain aspects of my personality!
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Art By Myself

Rainbohorsie | Male | Dreambean
Reason: Character was designed for me as a gift!
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Art By Miniaussieart

Spangled | Male | Corgi
Reason: My Mom is American immigrant and I’ve always found happiness / comfort and infatuation towards the American culture
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Art By Myself

Peep | Male | Easter Basket Chic
Reason: Easter is my favorite holiday!
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🌈Harvest Moon Friends Of Mineral Town🌈

One of the things I got for Christmas from my parents was the game Story Of Seasons Friends Of Mineral Town (Which I am calling Harvest Moon because that’s who it’s by and what it’s a re-make of). This game is super special to me because it was one of the first games I ever played way back as a kid on my Gameboy. If you guys are interested in wanting to see what I got for Christmas please let me know! Eli definately went overboard this year πŸ˜…

I wasn’t expecting it but it came with some stickers too! I’m not sure where I’ll put them yet……

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The start of my farm
A mole popped out while I was gardening!
My horse “Boomerng” because Boomerang was too long lol

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